Have you ever wondered... what if you had the chance to start over.. what if life gave you a second chance... what would you change?
When we are little kids, our world is protected... we have very little to hide... the biggest scandal that happens in our lives is that we failed... or the biggest thing that governs our lives is that someone is not talking to us... or acting funny with us...when i was a kid... i was happy and content with the life that i had.. there was nothing i wanted to change... ya there were occasions...but then they as i said were occasions... when the world around me was a chaos... but looking back it seems like nothing...
You grow up and realize that life has such challenges in store that you could have never imagined...then you grow up some more and realize you were stronger than those too! :-)
Like that.. i am currently going through a phase in life where things seem really sad and depressing... I lost something really precious to me.. something that when was me I was not so sure on if I was happy or if life was going in the right direction, but when I lost it I realized what it meant to me... rather how much it meant to me... I feel sad and upset and read about stories online about women who have gone through something similar or are going through such a phase and try and find comfort in knowing that it shall pass too.... Till then I am thanking god for giving me such a supportive and loving husband and amazing parents and sibling who are there to care for me and help me heal... who show a smiling face where as they might be hurting inside...just so that I stay happy :-)
I really hope one day god will give me.. and my dear husband a second chance to finding that happiness again...
When we are little kids, our world is protected... we have very little to hide... the biggest scandal that happens in our lives is that we failed... or the biggest thing that governs our lives is that someone is not talking to us... or acting funny with us...when i was a kid... i was happy and content with the life that i had.. there was nothing i wanted to change... ya there were occasions...but then they as i said were occasions... when the world around me was a chaos... but looking back it seems like nothing...
You grow up and realize that life has such challenges in store that you could have never imagined...then you grow up some more and realize you were stronger than those too! :-)
Like that.. i am currently going through a phase in life where things seem really sad and depressing... I lost something really precious to me.. something that when was me I was not so sure on if I was happy or if life was going in the right direction, but when I lost it I realized what it meant to me... rather how much it meant to me... I feel sad and upset and read about stories online about women who have gone through something similar or are going through such a phase and try and find comfort in knowing that it shall pass too.... Till then I am thanking god for giving me such a supportive and loving husband and amazing parents and sibling who are there to care for me and help me heal... who show a smiling face where as they might be hurting inside...just so that I stay happy :-)
I really hope one day god will give me.. and my dear husband a second chance to finding that happiness again...
